post apporva conversation - realizations

 God is the ultimate le? 

Who is bigger ? God or Human? 

Even if nothing works out, we can move on. we can live our lives. 

The worst would be to move out of this house, not own a house ever. 

Will i ever not get an opportunity to shine? 

I will. 

I need to start practicing few things 

1. positivity 

2. Patience 

3. what is nithanam in english - calmness , composure 

I know I can not do all this on one day. 

But I need to make a conscious effort to be better. 

I think amma is the best in the whole world and then oli. 

I need to work on myself to become a better person

2026 and me

 As usual emotion plays a huge part in me. 

Whatever happens , happens for a reason. 

What do I worry the most? 

Appa and Amma. 

With the rental being settled and the having a steady income. I am happy now. So If this Kpek doesnt work out. it is ok. even if it going to take 2 more years for the basic things to get settled. it is ok. 

Raz you need not worry. Start concentrating on work. Work on 60Plus , work with Arun , make it running. Keep it running. 2026 is yours! love you